The Soma ... By Jafar Alam ...

You won't know how I feel

And all the things I've gone through ...

Behinde this smiling mask,

I'm too hood to be true ...

Eyes well up with tears ...

And the soul just cries ... 

Nowhere to go to 

No girls nor guys ... 

Startin' to get tired of these minor spiritual highs ...

Hypocracy is evident

No matter how many tries

Cause these real eyes ... Realize ... Real lies ...

So I drank the soma 

And the world dissappeared for a while ...

Then He sent you to me 

And made my eyes smile ...

A blessing you are

But I'm still empty inside ...

Cause I went to the world ...

And from Him I'd hide ...

Should've seperated the love for Him and the world right from the start ...

Cause the love for Him and the love for the world 

Can't sit in a single heart (c)