Feeling lost ...
Confused ...
Irritable ...
At a cross roads
Helpless and misunderstood
Frustration seeping through
This scarred soul
Haunted
By the misleading images shown to me
Screaming from the inside
Spoken word
Words not heard ...
And is it absurd
That these days
Sunshine and breezes
Reflecting and smiling ...
These things make me happy ???
Paradoxal ...
Trying to find pleasure ...
Some sort of attachment to any good that's left in this place
While trying to detach myself from it
And I don't think I'm the only one that makes that resolution
To escape this delusion
A victim of the worlds illusion
And I made a promise to myself
That I would never do what I did
If all He did
Was give me another chance ...
And I lied to myself
As I came back for another dance ...
And now ...
Now I stand here
A victim of my own oppression
And I'm pressin' hard
Tryina break though
Set free
But as much as I try
I'm left here empty inside
Alone
Alone with my thoughts
And all I think of
Is her
Her smile
Her depth
Her touch
Her warmth
The smell of her breeze that brushes my face
When she walks by
Those eyes,
O those beautiful eyes
Smile at me even in my dreams
And I wish
For even a moment
To be transported back to that day
That place
That very moment that had made the boy wanna be a man
Where time had ceased
And my heart had opened
And I walked through that door
To knock on hers
And as she opened that door
She smiled
And let this stranger in
A visit so brief
But so sweet
I promise to come back with a love much deeper
And as I look at her
In full blown beauty
My heart and words exhaling out everything that I take in from her
Everything I see
Everything I feel
I inhale all of her back into me
Until we meet again
I'll hold my breath
Until I come knocking on her door again (c)
